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n00b from Germany on Thu Aug 17, 2006 7:42 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	helloForum, I am new to the forum but I already feel comfortable after reading the introductory tutorials, I really liked the author's writing style that was really relaxed and down to earth! I am 38 years old and now is my time to develop. When I was a teenager I became aware that I was different. I cannot explain why here but Icontinued to explore my gifts without a teacher. Although I started with a Ouija board it became clear that this was not the most effective way of learning. I began to experiment by joining spiritual churches, I tried healing for a short time and I also tried meditation within a private coached environment which brought lots of success. Unfortunately at this time I joined the military and I had to break off the meditation with the private group. I was saddened, but I knew that there would be a time for me. The timespan from leaving the private group to now is about 10 years, in this timespan I became ill (depression) which I have now overcome. In recent times I have had close contact with the Reiki master, but all contact is not yet strong enough so that she can teach me. Therefore I decided to research myself on how I could best develop what gifts I have. The main problem is where does one start first, I have decided that the best method is to continue meditating. While I was ill it became apparent that I had the ability to sink deeply into the meditation in a relatively short time. (Therapie) Now that I have introduced myself I hope that somebody will be able to pick up on where I should be going! I just hope that I have landed in the right place. with Best regards Smee
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Posted on Thu Aug 17, 2006 10:05 pm
pyroman098 Joined: 13 Jan 2006 Posts: 916	welcome to psipog! 35 years old...heh...most psipoggers are only..like..16..lol..i'm 13
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 8:49 am
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	Hi Folks.. Thanks for the reply My teachers from the private meditation group said to me when I was 23 that I would be able to get back into development when the time is right... Waited Waited Waited Waited, and now I know that I have gathered enough Life experience to carry on Lerning.. and the longing to lern is there.. I think its great that we have a lot of young members (I do not know how many) But I think when helping people with skills and knowledge, It is sometimes better when someone is a little bit older.... I hope that I find my feet here... Smee
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 9:23 am
Solus Joined: 16 Aug 2006 Posts: 108	Wow, that's quite the story friend. I wish you great success in your goals.
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:27 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	I do not see them as goals.. It is a part of my destiny..
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:29 pm
Solus Joined: 16 Aug 2006 Posts: 108	You wouldn't happen to have a history of "Messiah Complex" by any chance, would you?
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:36 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	Everybody has a destiny.. some people Drink Some people take drugs other people just jump from high buildings ME - I just want to help people. Im a coward when it comes to heights
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:43 pm
Solus Joined: 16 Aug 2006 Posts: 108	Sorry, I don't believe in fate. I don't like to think that my path is predetermined, that whatever I do means absolutely nothing because I'll end up say...dead, working in a dead-end job or a millionaire, with no input from this. ~Points at my brain~ I don't like the idea that I have no control over my life. That some big bastard in the sky with a huge beard is influencing my every action, gently nudging me all the way to the coffin. I don't have a destiny. I decide my own future. Besides, we should avoid anything remotely religious. You don't want your first thread locked by one of the moderators now, do you? Anyway, I hope you learn much from your experience here. Have fun.
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:58 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	The great thing about democracy is that we can choose and discuss what we think.. I feel really sorry for the communist countries like China who have their opinions and information supressed and manipulated. The only thing you can be sure about is that you was concieved and born and that your body will give up functioning, at a point in time. When this happens ??? Does the big man decide or is it just a coincidence??? Who knows 4 sure I don`t. Destiny.. It would be nice to manipulate destiny to help others.. e.g. the poor.. if I could win the lottery.. but that would be open to abuse wouldent it?? I believe that everyboda has a guardian. The guardian is there when one wants to listen.. I just listened to mine and he said that you were a good joker because my post was too interesting to be locked.. Have fun Smee
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 6:05 pm
Solus Joined: 16 Aug 2006 Posts: 108	You have your faith. I have my lack of. Can we just agree to disagree?
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 6:11 pm
MartialArtist Joined: 03 Feb 2006 Posts: 582	Heya Smee, Nice having you here. Welcome. And also, are you aware of the rules of this forum? You'dd better read them, take my word for it . Kind regards, MA
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 6:11 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	lol See YA!
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Posted on Fri Aug 18, 2006 6:18 pm
s_m_e_e Joined: 17 Aug 2006 Posts: 7	If I have broken any rules I did not mean to.. and after reading the rules I believe that I have not broken any Pheww.. I need my sleep Bye
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